steady steady

okay i am so panic now, having accounts paper tomorrow. suppose to do revision now but once when i open book, i don't even know what should i study or read or do or memorize? i feels like sleeping and eating but i just too nervous until i can't breathe can't eat and can't sleep. well,can't breathe is a bit over but seriously i breathing so hard now. i keep drinking water. water oh water can you give me energy? i don't get it why i keep drinking just feel so thirsty. climb so hard for 2 years, i don't wanna lost it. i really really don't wanna lost the only hope. pia so long just for tomorrow. i am scared. i am scared of losing it seriously.

i have no direction right now. LOST

架势非凡 , 龙哥

吃得苦中苦，方为人上人

谢谢你，卫生股长！

It's been a long time I never log in to blogspot

take a look at my previous post

WOW it was on April

now I am so semangat to start a new post with a mandarin title

which means, "Thank you , Ketua Kebersihan!"

and why do I used mandarin?

because this post is definately dedicate to my class Ketua Kebersihan

Jolene Lee ; the taiwanese who likes Korean

*inside joke* HAHAHA

亲爱的卫生股长

是你带领我做回自己的本份

是你教导我保持班上的整洁

是你让我有这个机会

为班上扫地！

你，有如我的再生母亲

你，有如我的前世恩人

你，有如我的来世导师

无知的我不曾扫地

也不懂得如何扫地

古人有曰：傻人有傻福

也许上天眷恋我而赐给我一位严苛的卫生股长

你利用激将法

每天把班上的每个人骂得狗血淋头

就像同母夜叉

但，这并不能打倒我热血澎湃的心灵

反之让我学会了如何扫地！

在此，本人余玟燕

将忠诚代表全班同学向你说声谢谢

一鞠躬

二鞠躬

再鞠躬

Okay, I feel disgusting now :S

Tacit Agreement

what is it about tacit agreement?

well , it will never happen between me and Jolene. NEVER!

this is another post to prove that we are so-no-tacit agreement

if you read the previous one , you will know the first situation.

we went to Gurney with our own family without telling each other.

first i went to Popular , saw my G-Dragon's Heartbreaker was behind.

i was wanted to buy it because that was the only one in Gurney.

whats in my mind was next time go out with Jolene i only buy it

so before i leave i purposely moved it to the front, for fun.

and guess what? Jolene bought the one i moved in front ==

Jolene : I saw your Heartbreaker and I think i saw you.

Wernyen : where you?

Jolene : Popular.

Wernyen : I just went there , now going Nose ==

few minutes later...

Jolene : I'm at Cold Storage.

Wernyen : Wth. i just came up from there ==

this is enought to prove that our friendship is so darn week uh.

NO JODOH!

Essay Competition

take a look at my previous post.

that was 22 January

it means i have been dead in blog for like 3 months

i feel 2/10 free now

where is the other 8/10?

it is full of homework , logbooks , projects , studies and so on

one month to exam! omgomgomgomg

okay, the reason i update blog is want to share a so-no-tacit agreement-best friend

last saturday i went to an essay competition

The day before competition...

Jolene : What you wearing tomorrow?

Wernyen : Tee-shirt and jeans. You?

Jolene : I'm wearing school uniform.

Wernyen : Wear jeans la!

Jolene : Don't want la. I want to wear school uniform.

Wernyen : Alright.

Competition day...

i was wanted to match with her so i changed my mind.

i was wearing school uniform and yet

i saw her wearing TEE-SHIRT AND JEANS!

omg. she was wanted to match with me so she changed her mind too

end up we still not matching each other ==

F the world

my life is getting busy and busy and busy

but i dont even know what am i busy for
there was so much different between this two weeks
i bet you know about the dragon boat incident
four of my friends were involved
Jason
Brendon
Yi Zhang
Zi Jun
they're just some kind of good students , good children
i wondering why God took away their lives
instead of those bastards
this week im really not in a good mood
feel sad feel uncomfortable
i never think of going to friends' funeral at my teenage year
but how sad , i did it :(
good persons are gone while bastards are still fucking the world with their fucking attitude
sometimes i really feel like banging their head to the wall
they are just fooling fucking bitching around
ohh damn you guys
please fuck off from this wonderful world :)

R.I.P
Jason
Brendon
Yi Zhang
Zi Jun

forgive me for being so rude , seriously im in a bad mood , im sorry

SCOUTING & GUIDING FOR LIFE!

Starting with my new life

Im back to school , peepo! :)
its been so long i never back to peng hwa.
i like the feeling when i first stepped in the school compound.
it was so nice to meet up with my beloved friends.
sadly , first week of school was super tiring!
i have to wake up early in morning like 5.30 ==
well, everyone hate waking up for school.
this is why everyday i sleep in the class.
for my future , im trying not to sleep :)
lmao can you believe that Wern Yen said this? xD
but seriously im working hard for this stewpig exam
everyday tuition tuition non-stop
im gonna die soon =\
wish my luck before i disappear from this fugging world! :D