steady steady

okay i am so panic now, having accounts paper tomorrow. suppose to do revision now but once when i open book, i don't even know what should i study or read or do or memorize? i feels like sleeping and eating but i just too nervous until i can't breathe can't eat and can't sleep. well,can't breathe is a bit over but seriously i breathing so hard now. i keep drinking water. water oh water can you give me energy? i don't get it why i keep drinking just feel so thirsty. climb so hard for 2 years, i don't wanna lost it. i really really don't wanna lost the only hope. pia so long just for tomorrow. i am scared. i am scared of losing it seriously.

i have no direction right now. LOST